As I continue embracing my Blackness, I know there鈥檚 also room to embrace my Judaism.

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July 1, 2020

鈥淚 am biracial. My dad is Black and Christian, and my mom is white and Jewish. Growing up in a predominantly white, Christian neighborhood in Crofton, Maryland, it was hard for me to fully embrace my Blackness and Judaism. Only after I left for college did I begin learning how to be more confident and proud of my identities. On campus, I connected with my Blackness through the Black Student Union and the Center for Race, Ethnicity and Diversity Education. My newfound confidence as a Black woman encouraged me to take action in my own community of Crofton this month by organizing two protests against racial injustice. Each was attended by hundreds of Black people and allies. As I continue embracing my Blackness, I know there鈥檚 also room to embrace my Judaism. One identity doesn鈥檛 negate the other. I鈥檝e had conversations with Rabbi Sandra Lawson, a Hillel rabbi who is Black and Jewish. I told her that even though I was raised Jewish, I didn鈥檛 feel a sense of belonging in Jewish spaces because of what I look like. I told her it was hard for me to embrace my Judaism when others didn鈥檛. These conversations were and still are meaningful to me as I continue exploring my Jewish connection. This year, I want to strengthen my relationship with Rabbi Sandra, make friends with Jewish students and be a part of the Elon Hillel community. I know there鈥檚 space for me to be proud of both my Black and Jewish identities, and I鈥檓 working on getting there.鈥 鈥 Hana Hawthorne, Elon University听听